She doesn’t love easily, mostly because she’s scared. Scared of being hurt, scared of not being enough. Once she does start to love, she really fucking loves. She might not always show it, but it’s always there. You need to learn to read her, her emotions, her actions, her words. Underneath it all, you are her everything, and she really fucking loves you.
She might not say that she loves you, instead she’ll say “I hate you” or just giggle that sweet little giggle you’ve grown to love. She might nudge herself closer to you, or simply just look at you in awe. While she’s looking at you, she’s thinking that you are her world. You are her safe haven in this big, bad world, and she feels comfortable with you. She wouldn’t rather be with anyone else but you.
She may not need to talk to you 24/7, but you’re always on her mind. She’s always thinking about you and can’t wait to see you again, but not in a creepy way. It’s because she loves you. She may get upset when she hasn’t seen you in a long time, don’t get angry at her for feeling this way. Instead, feel honored that you have a girl who cares this much about you.
She loves to talk about you to her friends, and they love hearing about it because you make her happy, as it should be.
If you two get into a fight or argument, she’s going to want to fix it before you both go to bed, whether it’s together or apart. That saying ‘don’t go to bed angry’ has followed her through many events in her life, and you never know what the next day will bring. No matter how cliche that may sound, she lives by it, and knows that there is true meaning behind it. If she tries to fix it before you both go to bed, try your hardest to work through your problems, it’ll mean more to her than you know. Don’t ignore her, it will literally tear her apart. I promise you that she hates going to bed angry or upset. Don’t let her do that.
She may seem like a lot of work at first, but it’s only because she’s scared. Once you give her a chance, you’ll see that she never meant any harm, and she only wants to love you the way you deserve to be loved.